越来越靠近要去上班了~

心情莫名的复杂  参杂了许多原因~

再次希望自己能够适应于那个环境~

其实有的时候很害怕和别人相处

感觉很有压力 毕竟人言可畏 人心难测

双鱼的我 生性多疑 总会为未知的东西烦恼

是明白社会的现实 还是在害怕自己身陷其中呢

究竟是怎么样呢？

交际能力时强时弱的我 怎么样要生存？ 怎么样在这个大社会里面立足呢？

心里总常提出很多很多的疑问 可是能够为我解答的人又有谁？

我能找谁？ 我该怎么样？ 有谁能真正了解我？ 

想被了解 但很怕变成自己的致命伤 让自己不堪一击

为何那么脆弱呢？

I Try to be stronger but  .... I Cant ... Why?

为什么自己那么渴望得到依赖 可是却那么害怕依赖

害怕习惯一个人 害怕习惯了被冷落

有一些人可以轻易拥有一堆的朋友~

为何对我来说是那么的难 

心在刺刺痛  ....</3

我不懂得如何走入人群 即使有时候我努力走进了人群

却是被忽略的那个人

这样的场景遇过无数次 尝试找过解决的方法

就是投其所好 努力找和人群相同的话题

即使自己对那样东西毫无兴趣

I Try So Hard....

有些人告诉我 其实你为何那么辛苦 ？

正真喜欢和你玩的人 会自然过来 

为何在人群里 那么辛苦伪装自己 

要好

好的做自己 自然会有人喜欢你的 傻女孩

可是又有谁呢？

我一直在等待 渐渐的我变得沉默 不说话

即使自己站在人群里 

因为我渴望有一个人看见我在一个角落会愿意过来找我说话

有时候确实因为完全插不下话~

是怎么了么？

我出了什么问题么？

最近 发现一首歌很好听.... 也很有意思...

Oooh
Oooh

Put your make-up on
Get your nails done
Curl your hair
Run the extra mile
Keep it slim so they like you,
 

do they like you?

Get your sexy on
Don't be shy, girl
Take it off
This is what you want, to belong, 

so they like you
Do you like you?

 

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to, give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try
Yooou don't have to try

Oooh
Oooh

Get your shopping on, at the mall, 

max your credit cards
You don't have to choose, buy it all, 

so they like you
Do they like you?

Wait a second,
Why, should you care, what they think of you
When you're all alone, by yourself, do you like you?
Do you like you?

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to, give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to bend until you break
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try

You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try
Yooou don't have to try

Oooh
Oooh

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to, give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try
You don't have to try

Take your make-up off
Let your hair down
Take a breath
Look into the mirror, at yourself
Don't you like you?
Cause I like you